unfeeling
Friday, October 07, 2011
im so empty nao. so numb.
i cant feel anything anymore
it's just this vast emptiness
well i feel dizzy but
i meant emotions.
i dont have them anymore
somehow it disturbs me
i don't get
my head hurts.
i want to scream.
you....
i've lost my fighting spirit
all thats left behind is a sigh of defeat
i want to fight on, of course
but im too tired
i have no more strength to feel the hurt
everytime i think of you
i can just barely manage a soft smile
but i still do, a small bitter one
of sadness, of regret, of unsaid words
you're still important to me though
i don't know why i hold you so close to my heart
but somehow it felt like it fit perfectly
perhaps that was just another delusion
a matter of perspective?
i don't know.
but
..."what you think you don't know is merely what you are in denial of"
Sent from my DS Lite @ 11:08 PM
