it hurts
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
so im back again, though i tried to stop myself
im such a weakling, cant even control myself properly.
it's be nice to have you beside me...
but it's fine if you're not, you know
i just hate how we've become strangers
and it's all
my fault; you didnt even do anything
i just acted all cold and distant
which i hoped would dull the pain
but instead it became worse
because the distance became real.
and it's all my fault.
screw up.
i keep alternating between hope and hopelessness, i don't even.
im confused most of the time.
i don't want to think about it but i want to
i don't want to forget this feeling even though
it's killing me
it's like a good sort of pain that is killing me inside out but i want it
such madness.
Sent from my DS Lite @ 12:53 AM
