i could do with a wig nao
Sunday, September 11, 2011
like one with fringe that covers my whole face....um the huge shades work too.
i dont want to see people. i fucking hate people.
such annoying disgusting things
especially in crowds
i fucking hate my fringe nao.
so fucking short and awkward.
i feel like a hermit crab without it's shell.
so vulnerable and...shelterless.
my feelings are in a mix again.
i'm angry alright, damn fucking furious
i think i'm sad, because i feel like crying every fucking moment
and i do whenever i get the chance
i just feel...mad.
i can't keep this in check any longer
i think im on the verge of madness
i just want to destroy...something
kill people.
no, not just in the computer.
i mean like, real people.
i'm that mad.
i'm quite sure i belong in an asylum nao.
i feel so...unplugged
so frustrated at...something
i just want to tear...rip something...
to hit the wall so hard until it breaks and my hand bleeds...
head aint straight anymore
no, i don't think this is the tipping point yet
no, i can hold better than that
what is this monologue
i'm not even talking about what's driving me insane
totally missing the point
too much hate i don't want to talk about
too much hate
too much
too much...something
i don't know
i don't know anymore
i don't even fucking know who i am
i feel like a fucking tool
a fucking tool for 17 years
this isnt my life
this isnt my body
this isnt myself
nothing is how i ever wanted
i....
DONT KNOW.
Sent from my DS Lite @ 12:35 AM
