i hate myself
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
i hate myself so fucking much.
i'm such a waste, my life is a waste,
im wasted.
im wasted.
im wasted.
im so wasteful.
i want so bad to at least keep this friendship alive but
i cant do it.
cliche, but most of the time it takes 2 hands to clap
i'm not one of those who can clap with 1 hand
my hand is too small for that shit.
i can say that i've done my best,
put in good effort
in pursuit of this.
and although it has become like this,
i let it be,
but i don't want my efforts to go to waste.
im trying to keep this balance,
but the balance is so fucked up i dont even.
i cant
i cant
i've used up all my courage...
Fuck no.
Sent from my DS Lite @ 10:55 PM
