i don't even
Thursday, July 28, 2011
you know, i hate my paranoia.
i hate people so much.
i'm so anti-social, but idgaf.
i really really hate people.
my feelings are in such a mess now.
i think i hate myself, for not being able to organise and hide my feelings
for not being able to keep my calm when i had to
for fucking up everything when i'm responsible for maintaining the status quo
i hate myself so much.
sometimes i think i should just let things be, and i shouldnt do things with a motive? i should do something because i like it, not because i have some ulterior motive.
thats more like my style, no?
why do i even care what you think of me?
yes, this attitude, thats more like it.
Sent from my DS Lite @ 10:47 PM